Kavya
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Playlist

I must say, part of what fueled my recent trip to the land of the illogical was definatly the kind of music ive been listening to! how depressing can my playlist get?! let me give you an example, with the first ten songs on my thirty-strong playlist on itunes right now.(and yes, its in several languages, which really makes it wierd to understand etc etc but yeah. lol. )

1. Mon Amant De Saint Jean (Lucienne Delyle)
Very very very pretty song, i absolutely fell in love with it, and had it on repeat for so long. BUT. The storyline is something about a spring romance - AKA it ended with the guy dumping the girl, because spring was over. greeeaaaaat, huh? the ending lines sum it all up : "Il ne m'aimait plus, c'est du pasee, ne parlons plus ". He doesnt love me anymore, its in the past, dont speak of it anymore. whoohoo.

2. Boulevard of broken dreams
greenday, youve gotta love this one, but remember the repetitive line in it? "i walk alone, i walk alone....." yeah. not too cheery, huh?

3. Tadap Tadap Ke - OST Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam
one of my ALL TIME favourite songs. gosh its beautifully sung. but well, the title basically means to suffer. so yeah.

4. beethoven's 9th symphony
this was pretty ok, really. but if you listen to it, you seriously are going to get inspired to be angry. no kidding. its one anger provoking song. but again, its absolutely beautiful.

5. Paralyzer- finger 11
Well,nothing wrong w/ this song really. dark, a little. thats about it.

6. Better that we break - maroon5
thanks maroon 5, thanks.

7. Fix you- coldplay
again, all time fave. j'adore cette chanson. i once wrote an entire short (well, 21 chapters?!) story inspired by this song. very nice, very soothing - i had it on repeat on the 31st of march, knowing it would make me feel better (well it kind of didnt, that day was a little too bad to be countered by a mere song.) but yeah, it kind of made me think of my gobstopper of stress again, so not so good.

8. The scientist - coldplay
it speaks of the futility of all our searches, of life, of love for what you do, for people, for basically everything. yeah, kind of reinforcing my thoughts i guess, so again, not so good to distract me.

9. Le vent nous portera - noir desir
yeah, fatalistic song here. "the wind will carry us." what if the wind carries me in the wrong direction?! what if i DONT WANT to be carried by the wind?! WHAT IF the wind gets me stuck on a coconut tree high up in the air, and doesnt know how to get me down again?!!!!! i'd rather carry myself, thanks.

10. Les amants d'un jour- Edith Piaf
again, sad love song. its kind of wierd, it talks about this young couple spending the night in a hotel room from the perspective of the old waitress who doesnt really have a life. yeah, its pretty damn depressing.

yeah. so now you see where i get my inspiration? mmhmm. sadness knows no bounds with music!

oh wells. time to revamp my playlist! any suggestions? (:

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