Kavya
passionné
résistant
idéaliste

Dear Diary!

I have no clue how, but ive been having suchhh a good week and such a bad week all at once. Lol. well the bad part kind of begun with school - test today that i SO flunked, not sleeping much yesterday - it was kind of stressful i guess. It really was. But i was happy throughout it! Alrite stacy, i think im going to give you what you asked for - a recounting of what happened ><

Saturday was prom - detailed discriptions were emailed to those of you who warrent one :P In short, it was a ton of fun, we all had a great time, and it was a lot better than i expected it to be :) Yes, the other dancers were ... shocking? but it was fun for me :]

After prom, as promised before, we have a sleepover that i attended instead of the afterparty- only sarah decides to come a lil later, and bo has homework or something that she has to do at 2am! so michelle and i make our way to her house. Egad. Talk about karma.

So we get back from prom to michelle's house at around two. I took a shower and sat in her living room, awaiting sarah's return while giving her like fifteen missed calls and chatting online with friends in singapore! It was such fun, but stacy, you were at tuitions :( and eliz was at freaking east coast part rollerblading. so gah. two most important people werent there ><

Thennn sarah gets back :D of course, we talk and talk and talk as we are wont to do, we meet my singaporean friends and then we fall asleep at like 5am. But somehow, i dont really know how, i couldnt sleep at all. At ALL.

Some fitfull dreams ( stacy, i told you about the one you were in :P) and sleep later, i wake up at 7am! And i cant go back to sleep at all. I tried to wake sarah/michelle up, but of course, theyre fast asleep. So i woke up and actually took to michelle's "Heath" (her laptop) again, and this time, STACY WAS ONLINE! hahahahaha :D talk about happiness! Wow it feels good to talk to someone who knows you so well. So i talk to her till nine or ten, when my mom comes and picks me and sarah (who literally wakes up a minute before we leave) up.

Thennnnn i shower again and we get ready for lunch with Dr and Dr Iyer (my dad's endocrinologist and his wife), both of whom i respect so much, and who, when im in a good mood, i love talking to - perhaps because they dont quite patronize me as much as other adults seem to do. They talk everything from politics to photography with me like im an equal - it feels good :) and its not like i fall short on their expectations - i keep in touch with the issues we talk about and discuss.

But i must say, the lack of sleep did leave lapses in what is usually a flawless convo. Uncle was commenting on how im gonna be a hardcore capitalist who pays lip service to the democratic party one day, and i actually forgot what the hell a capitalist was. It was like *blank stare* "i guess i am a capitalist to a degree."

I had no idea wtf i was talking about too. Then, as if in a flash, my senses returend, and i kind of saved myself by explaining how at my age my needs arent very capitalistic, so socialistic concerns matter more to me.

All in all, enjoyable sleepy 4h long convo about everything from prom (ive recounted it so many times for so many different people!) to capitalism later, they leave. Then i have to walk the neighbour's dog, which i enjoy quite a bit :D

THEN. I get home and waste a TON of time on youtube, sleep early, wake up late, and end up talking to stacy/eliz until 10.00am, which makes me late for late start at school. How ironic, hmm? Anddd at school i get loaded with a ton of homework. WHich i start at 9pm, dont finish, and go to school to flunk the stupid test that was first period. Whoohoo. But inexplicably, i really dont know why, i was happy throughout everything! i actually couldnt stop smiling all day today.

We (briana and i ) walked the dog, and then went to the gym. I really need to work out - ive grown WEAK. I need to get my abs back :( I cant even bench press 10kg anymore. Pathetic.

And right now, while i sit here, knowing that i have a ton of homework i need to get done, listening to micheal buble and vanassa paradis on youtube, im still happy :D yay!