intro
Je n'ai pas peur de la route
Faudrait voir, faut qu'on y goûte
Des méandres au creux des reins
Et tout ira bien là
Le vent nous portera
noir desir- le vent nous portera
blog
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Hype.Have you ever noticed, that we as human beings tend to hype things to an extent that makes it seem much more monumental than it really is? i guess its called making a mountain out of a mole hill, but i realise that that cliche flaw has been
ingrained in me for so long that its literally a part of me!
Worrying
unnecessarily about random things, thinking about things long past for several days and blushing
spontaneously in
embarrassment over past actions- these seem to follow
spontaneous moments and actions. I am a
spontaneous person - i could seriously walk up to anyone i
dont know, and tell them anything (well...anything
tasteful ) you choose. But then, a
looong time later, if i should meet that person again, or something should remind me of him/her, the
embarrassment will catch up with me, and ill harp on it for at least a few horrible minutes. I guess, in that way,
im not
spontaneous. I just have a delayed-
embarrassment-mechanism. How odd.
But honestly, this harping has led to much worry and discomfort. I should seriously learn to let go - but then again, if i DO believe in determinism, if i do let go, it may cause some kind of
muddlement! So
ive officially stuck myself in the vicious cycle of
overthinking things after
theyre finished, just so i can mold my future actions towards them.
How stupid can i get.
J'ai besoin d'etre libre,
et je ne sais pas comment
m'y emmener.
